The Dark Goddess rising...

The Dark Goddess archetypes have significant similarities in different cultures and ancestral lineages, often connected to death and rebirth. She brings death to that which has to fall away for our true divine nature to spring forth. The darkness that she represents is powerful in its own right. It is not merely a lack of light.

The darkness of the Dark Goddess or the Primal Mother has its own life and is where all life, including light, is born. This is why Mother Mary is called the 'Mother of God'. She is one aspect of a primal feminine archetype, the mother of all things, hidden in plain sight within a seemingly patriarchal religion.

The Dark Goddess archetypes are specific personifications of the cosmic mother, the dark void where everything is conceived and that also has the power to destroy. Connecting with the Dark Goddess of our own ancestry is a process of stepping into our sovereignty. What the Dark Goddesses have in common is that they do not place themselves in relation to the masculine. She is sovereign in and of herself.

In Western cultures especially, the Dark Goddess has been demonised. The way that these archetypes have been portrayed in the West have been deeply influenced by institutionalised Christianity as well as patriarchal structures where women themselves are seen as sinful, coinciding with the moving away from Earth based, feminine spirituality and the persecution of witches and women healers. Even in a modern, secular context we can see how the fear of death can contribute to the fear of her. The following Dark Goddess archetypes have been more or less demonised:

Hel - Norse Queen of the Underworld and the dead.

Hekate - Greek Goddess of the night, the moon, witchcraft and necromancy.

The Morrigan - Celtic Raven Goddess of death, war, rebirth and sovereignty.

Lilith - Sumerian Goddess of sexual power, freedom and sovereignty.

From what I can see, this demonisation has not happened to the same extent with the Dark Goddess Kali Ma, who is still largely revered within Hinduism. This is a reflection of how the feminine has been repressed in Europe and the Western world while still revered in the East.

This persecution of the Dark Goddess is slowly being reversed. We are taking back the darkness as sacred, as holy in and of itself. The darkness brings peace and rest and enables us to go inward, to meet with our own inner Dark Goddess. She is not to be feared. She is to be embraced, because often only through encountering her can we lay aside what does not serve and be born anew.

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The Morrigan - Dark Celtic Raven Goddess of Death and Rebirth

I had a call with my mentor a few days ago. I was called to shift my energy and to start letting go of certain things that I know don't serve me any longer, things that I have been putting off looking at. She told me that she saw one of my guides as a dark goddess with raven energy. I made a note of it and we carried on with the rest of the call.

After the call I got on with the energy shifting homework that she gave me and I didn't think too much about the raven goddess in particular. It was a fleeting comment and although it caught my interest, I put it at the back of my mind. Today, I was watching a Youtube video on the origins of Samhain and All Hallows' Eve. It started telling me about a Celtic raven goddess called The Morrigan. The name rang a bell but I had never looked into her before. The video also suggested that she is a dark goddess. To me a dark goddess has nothing to do with negativity but is someone who can help carry us through transformation and releasing our shadows, even though it's uncomfortable.

She is a goddess of war, destiny, fate, death and rebirth as well as magic. Death and rebirth is what really spoke to me. She is the exact energy that I need in order to move through and embody some of the things my mentor brought up and that my inner guidance has told me about for a long time. I believe that The Morrigan has been with me for some time and showed me who she is through my mentor and the synchronicity of the video that I watched. I have had the desire to know who some of my guides are by name, apart from the ones I already know. When we put the desire out there the information often comes when we least expect it.

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Art by Laura Cameron

Eir - Norse Goddess of Healing

Eir is the Norse goddess of healing and medicine. Her name means gracious, helpful and copper (which is a metal often used in healing practices). In early Norse culture medicine was almost exclusively practiced by women, which is why she is a goddess and not a god.

Eir is among the Asynjur (Frigg's attendants) and is the goddess who is present at childbirth, along with Frigg and sometimes Freyja. In Norse Folk tradition Eir was invoked in healing rituals using a white flower known as Eirflower.

Healing methods included healing prayers, magic, midwifery practices (much more advanced than later ones), surgery, herbalism, using copper bracelets, and detoxes using saunas.
Eir is at times compared to the Greek goddess Hygieia and she may be related to the Indo-European Swiss goddess, Erecura, known to the Celtic tradition as Aerucura.

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Frigg - the Allmother

Frigg or Frigga is referred to as the 'foremost among the goddesses' in Norse mythology. She is the queen of Asgard, the land of the gods, and the wife of Odin.

She is mostly associated with the Norse pantheon but she has Germanic counterparts that were worshipped in Britain and on the European continent. The Romans associated Frigg with the goddess Venus, and the planet Venus has been called friggjarstjarna (Frigg's star).

Frigg is the goddess of practical, homely knowledge, fertility, motherhood, love and marriage. It's easy to understand how in recent times the more seemingly independent minded Freyja has become the most popular Norse goddess to refer to. I believe it's because in modern Western society, the traditionally feminine attributes that Frigg is associated with are not seen as independently valuable.

If we understand that in another time in history these areas of life were most likely highly sacred and revered. These feminine areas of life and knowledge are intrinsically valuable and may even be more important or fundamental than the traditionally masculine parts of life that society is now holding up as more important.

Even so, the story goes that Frigg is very involved in political affairs of Asgard and shared the throne with Odin, overlooking the Nine Worlds. This could be a reflection of Germanic societies in history where the responsibilities of a noblewoman included acting as a counsellor to her husband and as a peace-keeper and diplomat. In other words, the feminine role as the 'protector of the home' included a lot more than what we might imagine now.

Frigg has her own dwelling called Fensalir (Hall of Mists or Sea Halls), which she manages. She also oversees the Asynjur, a group of goddesses or deities with different attributes and roles. They are sometimes described as being different aspects of Frigg. She has connections to the Earth and in some respects is seen as an Earth goddess, but not of wild nature but instead of lands that are cultivated.

When we look beneath the surface of some of the divine feminine archetypes in our ancestral cultures, we realise that there is so much more to them than commonly believed. They have so many dimensions to them and they are powerful beyond measure, just as we are.

Connecting to these goddesses and deities can help bring out more of the divine feminine power within ourselves that has sometimes been forgotten.

Art by Amanda Lindupp

Why ancestors and ancestral lands are important in spiritual work

To really deepen into our spiritual path, we cannot skip over working with our ancestors and ancestral lands. There are good reasons why indigenous and pagan spiritual traditions work with ancestors as an integral part of rituals and practices.

These practises have been mostly lost in the major institutional religions, which have in many cases dismissed it as ‘ancestor worship’, putting a stigma on these age old practices, although there are still traces of it left such as All Saints’ Day in Christianity.

Our ancestors want nothing more than to help and guide us and they are ready to assist whenever we call on them. They want to help us release and move beyond limitations and beliefs that they were unable to let go of during there time on earth, and they are now seeing things from a higher perspective. They want us to release the density and old thought forms so that they can be released through us. Some wounds and limiting beliefs that we carry may be from other lives or this life but some can just as likely be ancestral wounds.

I have found that many of my patterns and limitations surrounding money, work and responsibility is inherited from grandparents and great-grandparents. I couldn’t understand where my pattern of feeling responsible for others and not asking for financial or practical help came from. This is until I spoke to my parents about how my grandmother used to in effect support her family by working nights at a hospital while at the same time carrying out all of the house and childcare duties. She kept her head down and didn't ask or expect help. Although this is showing up slightly differently for me, it's the same pattern. There are rituals and release work that we can undertake to release these patterns and your ancestors will thank you for doing this.

I am also convinced that some souls or aspects of a soul may incarnate into the same bloodline or family tree several times. Although our oversoul and where our souls have been is not necessarily connected to our current blood ancestry, I believe parts of us are inextricably linked to our biological family trees and even to the lands that our blood ancestors inhabited.

My ancestors on my father’s side are from a region of Sweden called Dalarna (meaning The Valleys). We have an old family farm, in one of the villages in this region, passed down through many generations, with two cottages and lots of cherry trees. I used to spend most of my summers there as a child. Whenever I go there I feel a sense of belonging to the earth and the lands, and a groundedness that I don’t easily feel elsewhere. I often long to go there if I have been away for too long.

My feelings of belongingness to this place is not just cultural. There are other parts of Sweden that I have spent more time in, but that don’t have the same magnetism for me. I am convinced that it has to do with our DNA being linked to certain lands. I hear stories of people having a strong experience when visiting some of their ancestral lands for the first time. Again, it’s not cultural belonging as such since you might not have grown up with the culture of that place. Culture is on the surface level. This feeling is much more deep and rooted. It’s our DNA resonating with certain places. This can also happen on a soul level in terms of ‘past’ lives.

Ancestry is integral to the spiritual awakening process. How can we be rooted if we don’t connect to our DNA lineage in some way, and if we are not first rooted in our ancestral stories, how can we heal the wounds that we carry for our ancestors and look to ascend them? For those of us who live in parts of the world where the ancestors of the lands are not our own, you can still pray to and honour the ancestors of the lands you are on. They can help you to connect to your own ancestors.

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We are multidimensional Beings

I recently had a past life and soul hypnotherapy session where the facilitator guides you to a state where you speak through your soul or higher self. I saw one other human life and one life where I was a being that was definitely not of the 3D dimension and not human, as we know it at least.

I realised during the session that the human life I saw was not in itself significant for me to know about, other than to realise how I do not want to live and to not put the same limitations on myself that previous incarnations have had in other lifetimes.

The other lifetime I saw felt more significant and this might have been because it was a bit more ‘out there’. This life was supposedly an earlier one, although time and space are ultimately illusions so the timeline might not matter that much. In this part of the session I looked down on myself and the facilitator asked me to describe what I saw. What I did see was hard to describe, to say the least, and I was struggling to find the words to explain. I was a blue being and instead of actual feet I looked down on blue slim limbs that seemed boneless and were floating, rather than standing, in a blue space. The closest I have to describe the weightlessness of the space and my body was that I was in water, which might have been the case. I was also wearing some type of floaty blue fabric.

I was asked to look around me at the surroundings and any other beings that might be with me. I saw another being who seemed to look just like me. She had a blue face, I say she because the energy felt very feminine but androgynous at the same time, dark friendly eyes and a small mouth. She was wearing a type of crown or tiara that seemed to be a part of her body and a floaty robe or dress. The blue space around us was vast and there was both lighter and darker blue as far as I could see.

After my session finished and I sat up again, a bit dazed after the hypnosis, the facilitator (a lovely healer called Charmian Redwood) told me that in the middle of the session the video recording started showing a blue light arching over my body. I asked her to send me the recording so that I could see it for myself since I was curious, and there it was, a strong indigo/blue/violet arch. It could be the camera lens creating it from some of the sunlight coming through my half closed blinds, but it has never happened in any other Skype or Zoom call I have had and the colour was striking. I left that to be unknown…

I describe these experiences during this session not to impress anyone or to make myself special, but to tell you from my own experience that we are multidimensional souls, here to integrate this multidimensionality into this life and this body, to embody our fullest potential as light workers. We are meant to live as close to our soul as possible while still going through human experiences. I would like to do this together with you, because we are many who have come back at this time for a particular purpose, to remember our multidimensional selves and to remember our oneness with all that is and our origins as light beings.

A Course in Miracles teaches that we think we have many problems but we really only have one, and that is our perceived separation from God.

Art from Lemurian Starchild Oracle painted by Leanne Carpenter

Mother Mary and the Wild feminine subconscious

If you think of Mother Mary in terms of the benign virgin and mother figure of religious Christian iconography, someone who does not not threaten the status quo and keep women in line, think again. Mother Mary is a version of the Wild Mother that lives in the wild feminine subconscious. She is the force that leads us through our darkest nights and births the Christ consciousness from within us. This Christ consciousness is not a soft, naive love that conforms to societal norms and expectations. No, the Christ consciousness that she births is what will transform this world and birth a new paradigm.

This is already happening. Old paradigms and dogmas, both collectively and individually, are falling and burning. This is not always a pretty sight and can feel tumultuous and traumatic at times. Mother Mary is there to lead us through this. She is one manifestation of this feminine shadow guide archetype and maybe the most outwardly benign one. But make no mistake, she means business.

Other Wild Mother archetypes are Hel - Norse queen of the underworld and Kali - The Divine Mother or Dark Mother in Hinduism. You might relate to one or more of these guides at different times and depending on your background and ancestry. Mother Mary can help us with the journey of letting go and destroying what does not serve us any longer and rebirthing the new, while all along maintaining a fierce unconditional love for us that will see us through the darkness.

With this in mind the traditional Christian prayer dedicated to Mary takes on a whole different meaning to me:

Hail Mary
Full of Grace
The Lord is with thee
Blessed art thou
among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus,
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners
now, and at the hour
of our death
Amen

How I found that the Folk Magic of my ancestors is intertwined with the rituals of my Christian forebearers

In some parts of my spiritual journey I have found a type of ‘either or’ mentality when it comes to religion and alternative spirituality, especially magic and spell-work, as if they are diametrically opposed. That you’re either a witch or a Christian. You can’t pick a bit from both as you please.

But last year when I started to seriously look into the folk magic of my own ancestors I found that the two are intertwined and even inseparable. I am not religious, but I grew up with Christianity and I’m not going to throw the baby out with the bathwater. Christianity is a part or my heritage, upbringing and ancestry.

In many of the Trolldom spells and remedies of Scandinavia that I have read about and am starting to learn, traditional folk practices are mixed with Christian incantations and prayers. In one of the spells to remediate the theft of courage you stir a glass of alcohol nine times with a metal knife while reading a spell that asks the Mara to leave the person while the holy trinity is invoked (Mara being the entity that is causing the sadness or theft of courage). This is followed by saying the Christian prayers ‘Our Father’ and the ‘Hail Mary’ three times each. Note how both the holy father and the holy mother is invoked to create a balance using both the sacred masculine and divine feminine in the spell.

These are the practices that were also shunned by the church at the time. Although Christian saints and prayers were invoked and used in the spells, in the eyes of the church they were not to be used in that way. Healing was not to be undertaken outside of religion. The church was the way that you had to go through to connect to God and spirit in the church’s opinion at the time.

Of course these archetypes and energies are powerful and that is why they were and are used by Trolldom practitioners as well as in other folk magic traditions such as Hoodoo. I would even say that magic and spells are being practiced inside churches all of the time. The Christian readings and prayers, if said while meaning it, are powerful spells. The lighting of candles in churches while sending prayers to someone are candle spells. The holy communion is a ritual to invoke the Christ consciousness within.

Becoming more grounded in my own spirituality and moving away from organised religion has made me more deeply understand and appreciate the underlying true meanings of these rituals to a point when I can even participate in them without having to call myself a Christian.

Seek first the kingdom of God...

When I first started being conscious about my spiritual path around 6 years ago I didn't have any Tarot decks or Oracle cards. I didn't set up an altar or call in any particular deities or angels. I didn’t spend money on courses or join online spiritual communities. I didn’t have countless books on spirituality yet or burn incense every day.

The one thing I did do, and what I attribute me being led to all of these other things to, was meditate.

I had started following some holistic health bloggers because I was really interested in nutrition and holistic health. One of them mentioned that she meditates every morning. I had never tried and and thought I would give it a go.

All I did was to regularly sit down on the floor or on my sofa or bed, close my eyes and be quiet for about 10-15 minutes at first. I didn't follow any particular technique. Since then I have learnt Transcendental Meditation but I still sometimes use my own quiet meditation.

It didn’t take long for me to realise why meditation is a good idea. Not only did it clear my mind and made me more calm and much less stressed in my daily activities, which is reason enough to do it. I also often found myself in moments of complete bliss during meditation and felt a light, floating sensation and experienced that I am so much more than my physical body. I felt a sense of complete love and safety, hard to find in the physical ‘reality’.

As time went by and I continued to meditate every day, I found that I sometimes had this feeling even while going about activities and being around other people. I started noticing synchronicities and came across things that would become useful spiritual tools for me. One of those things was A Course in Miracles.

Fast forward a few years, I am now practising Tarot, spell-work and magic, learning Astrology, reading a lot of books on different spiritual topics and I’m continuing to study and also teach A Course in Miracles. I am following several spiritual coaches and teachers and have become one myself. I have also tried different meditation techniques and learnt Reiki healing and I communicate with my guides and angels daily.

I have been led to all of these things from connecting with my inner being, what can be called the kingdom of God if we want to get biblical.

What has always been consistent through all of this is my meditation practise. Without it, I can forget about any of these divination tools, techniques or books and I can certainly forget about trying to guide or help others in their spiritual work. Without going inwards in meditation and connecting to my ‘right mind’ or true being, all of these other things are distractions and paraphernalia.

So if I would give any advice for someone starting out and wondering where they should look and what they should read or do, look no further than yourself. Sit down on a chair, sofa, bed or floor and be still.

“But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you.” (Matthew 6:33)

5 ways to start connecting to your divine feminine ancestry

1. Do an ancestry DNA test. This is most important if you are unsure of your ancestry. When you are aware of your blood ancestry you can start researching the rich spiritual traditions feminine archetypes of your ancestral lines.

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2. Find female archetypes/deities from your ancestral cultures' mythologies. Once you have done your initial research you can start connecting with these figures more deeply through meditations, path working and prayer.

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3. Research the lives of the women in your blood ancestry. There are amazing and often hidden stories from the lives of the women in our ancestry. Ask parents/grandparents and older relatives about what they remember from their own lives as well as about people they remember.

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4. Have an akashic reading or past life regression session to discover your soul ancestry or what I like to call cosmic ancestry. I believe many of us have had lives in other dimensions and on other planets. 👽✨

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5. Last but not least, connect to our womb and ground into your body and the earth as often as you can!

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The ancestral spirits are calling us. Let's answer...

Skogsrå and Sjörå - Guardian Spirits of the Forest and the Lake

I have always felt that there is a mystical presence in the forest, as if you are not completely alone, even when there is no one else around. This presence is quite different from other guides, spirits and angels that I connect with during my meditations and work. It can be difficult to pinpoint and still very tangible and highly ‘felt’. There is a similar but slightly different presence when I’m by a lake or by the sea. It installs a feeling of respect as if I know that I’m in the domain of something or someone else where I as a human need to be vigilant and show respect.

In Swedish Folklore my blood ancestors named this presence and personified it as the Skogsrå (skog = forest, rå = guardian/keeper). The Skogsrå or Mistress of the Forest is depicted as a partially human looking female but with a hollowness in her back, like a hollow tree trunk, and usually with a tail. She can also be depicted as part tree, part woman.

She is benevolent if you show respect to her and the forest, which she is the guardian of. If you walk through a forest and ask the Skogsrå for protection by honouring her and the forest and maybe even give an offering, she can protect you from harm. If you do not show respect for the forest and even harm it, she can make you unsafe. After all, she is there to guard the forest and protect it from harm.

There are other guardian spirits, guarding other parts of the natural landscape, such as the Sjörå = Mistress of the Lake and Havsrå = Mistress of the Sea. They are also depicted as female energies. There are some male nature and farm spirits in Scandinavian Folklore. However for the forest, the lake and the sea I feel it’s appropriate to see them as feminine energies and as aspects of the great earth mother. They can also be seen as ‘elementals’ instead of spirits or as nature deities, which is something that many cultures have in their mythologies in different forms. Examples of other comparable nature spirits are Aranyani - goddess of the forests and forest animals in Hinduism, Aja - Yoruba orisha and patron of the forest, the animals within it and herbal healers, Nymphs - nature spirits in Greek mythology.

The Scandinavian female nature spirits used to be seen as somewhat sexually deviant and as creatures who lured men, and some women, with their seductive powers. This portrayal has lived on but when folklore beliefs were still alive in the larger society and the church, this could have real consequences. There are stories of people being punished by law for having sexual encounters with female or male nature spirits. Both men and women were accused of this around the 17th and 18th centuries in Sweden. I believe that the established church and society was afraid of what they could not control. Forces of nature are powerful and uncontrollable I cannot help but to make parallels to attempts to control female sexuality.

By reconnecting to these beautiful personifications of nature in our own ancestral cultures we can reconnect to the natural forces themselves and to our own nature and sacred sexuality and power.

Sculpture by Nymla

The Rainbow Bridge, the nine worlds and our Cosmic Ancestry

The rainbow bridge has been mentioned in several teachings I have been following. The teachings I refer to are seemingly unrelated spiritual teachings and mythologies, although us light-workers know that nothing is unrelated or a coincidence. The rainbow bridge is called Bifrost in the Norse mythology of my ancestry and is the bridge connecting Midgård and Asgård, the Earth/human realm and the sky/god realm.

In Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians by Barbara Marciniak, a book that has changed my spiritual life, it says that “The energies from the cosmos are always coming to Earth, and the energies from Earth are always lifting up toward the cosmos. Humanity creates the sacred bridge between Earth and sky, which some have called the rainbow bridge. The Bringers of the Dawn allow these energies to merge so that the dawn, or the light, is awakened within them.”

I have come across some who refer to Bifrost as the energy wheels or chakras within humans, whose colours make up the colours of the rainbow. It is one of the means by which we can download cosmic information and messages from spirit and also raise the earth energies upwards. You see, I don’t only look at the words sky and Earth as metaphors for the ‘unseen’ spirit world and the seen world, although this can also be true. I believe that when we look at the night sky with its star clusters and constellations, we are literally gazing into different dimensions and realities and feeling those worlds or dimensions beaming their energies towards the earth. It is up to us to receive it. We are also beaming our energies out into the cosmos. It’s a type of communication of information and light exchange. Bear with me because it’s about to get a whole lot weirder.

Norse mythology talks about nine worlds or realms held together by the tree Yggdrasil. Midgård and Asgård are two of those worlds, Midgård beings the 3D reality of Earth. Several sources that I have come across also talks about nine dimensions in relation to different star systems and the various beings that reside in them. The Pleiades star cluster is something that we can see in the night sky. They are also called the Seven Sisters. The benevolent and loving beings from the Pleiades are called Pleiadians and they are communicating with humans, although they are on a different frequency or a different dimension. They are only one of many types of cosmic beings that help humans.

When we tap into these dimensions through meditation or other methods, we can communicate with these higher beings. Higher does not mean better, it only means that they are in one of the higher dimensions, not in 3D. They are, however, inserting themselves into our 3D reality to support humanity in raising the vibration of the earth. They do this both as spirit guides and by taking on human form. This is when we get cosmic Starseeds. A human who’s soul has originated from one or several of these other worlds. I say cosmic Starseed because souls who originate from Earth are also Starseeds. They are called Earth Starseeds according to one of my teachers on the topic, Simran N’golet. This is just as special as being a Pleiadian Starseed.

I am in the process of connecting with my ancestry, be it cosmic and soul ancestry, blood ancestry or divine feminine spirit ancestry. I invite you to join me on this journey.

Mother Mary/Maria - Shadow Guide

Mother Mary is an intriguing figure to me. She is the mother of Jesus Christ, but what does this mean symbolically and mythologically?

As a reader of symbols and signs, I see her as one who guides souls through their ‘dark night of the soul’. In the song Let It Be it says:

“When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Mary comes to me.

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

And in my hour of darkness, she is standing right in front of me.

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.”

In other words, let the darkness be. Don’t try to suppress it or sprinkle fairy dust on it. The darkness is sacred. It and Mother Mary will eventually give birth to the the Christ within.

Without the darkness and without confronting our shadows, this birth will not happen. We need to embrace and accept all aspects of ourselves, including the shadows, to become whole. So she is not only a nurturing mother figure. She is also a shadow guide asking us to feel our shadows fully. She holds a compassion and love for us through this, even when we don’t feel worthy of it. This is the strength of ‘The Immaculate Heart of Mary’.

Without her, there is no birth of Christ. Christ being our inner knowing of oneness and love. There are of course other figures with different names who symbolically represent this dynamic. Mother Mary is one name and representation for this energy and one that I connect with.

Jesus - Christ/Yeshua - Ascended Master and Guide

Growing up in a Christian family, I have had a relationship with Jesus since I was young, although I could never fully relate to the traditional Christian way of perceiving him.

For me he was someone who became fully identified with spirit while still in an earthly body and can therefore show others how to do the same as a spirit guide and teacher. He is not the only one who has done this and we all have the potential for it.

In A Course in Miracles his role is described like this:

“The name of Jesus is the name of one who was a man but saw the face of Christ in all his brothers and remembered God. So he became identified with Christ, a man no longer, but at one with God.”

“Is he the Christ? O yes, along with you.”

“Is he God’s only Helper? No, indeed. For Christ takes many forms with different names until their oneness can be recognised.”

When I connect with my spirit guides and angels, I don’t ‘see’ them or ‘hear’ them like some might do. Instead I feel them. I have come to recognise the different feelings and vibrations of specific helpers that I work with regularly.

Archangel Michael, along with other angels, gives me a light feeling very much connected to the higher energy centers around my head (although I have also felt my solar plexus activating when connecting with Archangel Michael).

Freja gives me a grounded feeling in my body, connected to strong boundaries and the lower chakras, sacral and root.

I remember once connecting with Jesus Christ strongly during meditation. The feeling I got was of a warm blanket of compassion and unconditional love enveloping me. The part of me that felt most connected was my heart. When my heart center is opening I feel compassion and unconditional love flowing from me and to me and a pleasant pressure on my chest. My eyes also tear up easily.

Jesus can help to connect us to our heart chakra/center, which connects us to ur inner Christ selves. There are other guides that can help with this and Jesus is not the only one. For me, he is someone I have been guided to connect with deeply since I was a child but have only realised as an adult in what way. I will continue to connect with him as one of my closest guides.

Völva - The Norse seer

A Völva (Volva) is a Norse female seer and practitioner of psychic abilities, seidr and witchcraft. The Völva has also been described as a prophetess and a priestess. In my view, a Völva is a certain type of healer. As those of us who are consciously practising spells, intuitive abilities and some forms of witchcraft know: it’s ultimately about healing. Another word used in traditional Norse texts is Sejdkona. Seidr (sejd in Swedish) is a type of trance prophecy where the practitioner induces an altered state of mind in order to communicate directly with the spirit world or to journey into the ‘other side’ bringing back information.

Völvas were highly respected in old Norse society and could travel between farms and always find somewhere to stay because of the sought after services they provided. They were often travelling and would be women who did not have their own set family obligations, but instead dedicated their lives to helping others, through their abilities.

Despite often being talked about in a past tense, the Völva is alive and well in different forms than the traditional ones. Female seers from all traditions are awakening and again realising our powers. It’s part of our individual and collective divine feminine ancestries and cannot be taken away. It’s in our being.

Freja - Norse Goddess of Love, Magic and War

Freja or Freyja (Old Norse for “the Lady”) is an intriguing Norse goddess. She is the goddess of love, beauty and sexuality and she is also said to have had the task of bringing back the dead from war along with her valkyries (helpers). On top of this she is also the goddess to call on for help with Seidr (Norse Witchcraft) and magic spells. The impression I have from the research I have done on Freja and the meditations I have experiences with her is that she is a powerful, protective force to be reckoned with.

I have been told by more experienced practitioners of Norse Witchcraft and rituals that the Norse energies and deities are not known for their subtlety. They are very direct. This is how I have experienced Freja so far. One of the first times I meditated on/with her it had been a stressful and tiring day. When I sat down for my meditation my thoughts were elsewhere and my breathing was quite shallow. Within a second of whispering the name Freja my breaths automatically became very long, deep and powerful as if someone was breathing for me. I look forward to more experiences with Freja and guidance from her.

Divine Feminine Ancestry

On my journey into the Divine Feminine and the mythologies, goddesses and deities surrounding it, it didn’t occur to me in the past to look into my own ancestry which is the rich spiritual traditions of Norse Mythology and Scandinavian Folklore. My eyes have been opened up to a whole world of knowledge, practices and symbolism and there is more material about it out there than I thought.

One of the reasons I started looking into my own ancestral spirituality is that as a white Swedish woman living in the UK, I have become more vigilant about my privilege and my part in the practice of cultural appropriation within spirituality through the writings of Layla F Saad amongst others. (I recommend reading this article by her).

Spiritual and cultural exchange and learning between people is beautiful. However, spiritual white women like myself have often looked away from their own ancestral practices, thinking that the spiritual insights and mythologies they are looking for cannot be found there. This results in often problematic appropriations without fully honouring the traditions that are being drawn on.

Starting to practice with and researching Norse Mythology and Folklore has made me realise that the knowledge I have been looking for and also accumulating from elsewhere can also be found in my own ancestral spirituality in its own unique expression. I would love to see more women healers from all traditions drawing on the richness of their own ancestry and coming together in circles to find similarities, learning from each other and practising together. It’s a powerful vision!

I will be sharing more insights while I delve deeper into the Divine Feminine within Norse Mythology and Folklore and I hope to encourage others to look into their own ancestral mythologies.

Yggdrasil, the tree of life holding together the nine worlds/realms in Norse Cosmology

Scandinavian Folklore

Hel - Queen of the Underworld

Hel is the queen of the underworld and the dead in Norse Mythology. She rules over the world Hel, located in Niflheim (world of mist and primordial darkness) one of the nine worlds within Norse cosmology. Hel should not be confused with the Hell of Christian cosmology or of evil. Norse mythology with its goddesses, gods or deities do not fit into the binary categories or good/evil, although Hollywood would have you believe otherwise.

The word Hel also means ‘concealed place’, and although Hel is related to the realm of the dead, I also intuitively connect her to the subconscious and unconscious world within us and our shadow side. She is described as half human, half corpse or half blue and half flesh colour. There have been understandable parallels made between her and the Hindu goddess Kali. I believe Hel’s two sides symbolises our inner and outer worlds’, the dark and light that exist side by side in all beings and she encourages you to look at the shadows that are concealed.

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My Love Is Unconditional

My love is unconditional.

But I will only give my devotion if space is held for my wild spirit to grow unfettered. 

My love is unconditional.

But I will only give my time if I can be all of me uncensored.

My love is unconditional.

But I will only share my inner life and dreams if they are honoured.

I don't ask for much, only a love that makes me feel free. 

(If I can't have that then I will love from a distance, because my love is unconditional)

Hold your frequency

My initiation right now is to learn to hold my frequency in relation to others.

To not run from others but instead stand strong in myself in the company of others, for my own sake and theirs.

To speak and live my truth with compassion and conviction, even when I know it might not be received well. 

It can be easier to speak truth to people who are not as close. It's a harder task to be real in the face of possible rejection from those close to me, who knew me before my awakening. 

I have understood that there is no other way. If rejection comes, it's in divine order. But when I do hold my truth and speak it with conviction it is far more likely that relationships will deepen and open up whole new dimensions. 

To be able to hold the light frequency for the collective I will first honour and anchor in my own frequency consistently. It's the only way.